Dear Reader

I’ve been sitting in more stillness. Laying in the grass of my current backyard, feeling the warmth increase as each day passes. The trees feel fully alive again. We’ve been through many energy changes in the astrology sense, and I feel like I’ve landed. Taurus season is complete, which felt like it would never end.

 

Lately I have been intuitively encouraged to enter deeper levels of trust and surrender with my way of being, being enough.

I am noticing in myself and for many others, an encouragement to expand ourselves and our capacity to receive while in a state of joy, peace, and bliss. What is our personal definition of wealth and what beliefs can we transform to create a financially wealthy life that is aligned with our bliss?

I’m peeling away the final layers of conditioning and beliefs that say I need to package myself, or capitalize and commodify my essence in order to receive money. Or that I need to create a box and label myself so I can be understood and accepted by others.

What I’m feeling encouraged to focus on is the enjoyment of life. Allowing things to unfold for me, trusting I am completely taken care of and spoiled by the universe. My Spirit team is taking care of it all. All I have to do is focus on self devotion, rewiring my subconscious beliefs to align with my limitless nature, regulate my nervous system, and dig into moments I feel triggered and examining why?

Yesterday I laid on the grass for a few hours, such a treat. I felt drawn to the maple tree in our backyard to go through a forgiveness process with her called Hoʻoponopono. I don’t fully know why.

After sitting in meditation I pulled some oracle cards.

The first card was titled “why?”

What is my “why” behind all of the inner pressure I feel to create or produce something within the context of a business or a social media page? What is the why behind my pull to share information online, or to channel for others?

I feel I’m in a moment of pause. I think I’m being guided to really listen intently to the intention and why behind my actions.

After some reflection I realized this urge to create something online is more often than not rooted in a state of survival because it’s what everyone else is doing.

I’m learning to believe that everything is coming into fruition from this state of rest, flow, and attunement with nature.

lady next to white tree blossoms

Which means less time on social media.

Here’s the very simple reason.

I notice I feel less connected with my body and more in my head.

My current question for the universe that I’m excited to see answered is this…

Can I live my life, away from social media and truly attract all of the experiences I desire to have? All of the abundance I envision? I know the answer is yes. My task is to let go of control and accept that I won’t know how, it’ll just happen.

I have a feeling this life is meant to be way more chill than the ones I incarnated into before. I feel like I’m still accepting that I’m in “retirement” and my soul is simply here to enjoy itself. To meet up with other souls who’ve known me in previous lifetimes and just celebrate the fact that I am experiencing Earth.

I get to experience human form. This planet is freaking phenomenal. Have you truly slowed down enough to notice? Nature is humming with beauty. It is heaven embodied.

What I’m reminding myself every day and many moments throughout, is that bliss is enough.

I have already done enough, (trust me) and created enough. There is enough information and tools out there for people to utilize for their healing. I am letting down this subtle attachment to the idea that I need to save the planet and help awaken people to the truth in a very robotic literal way in order to be “doing it right.”

Actually, I don’t. Other people have that mission. I know I have a positive impact in the world simply by living my most delicious, thrilling, juicy life.

Anything that gets created through me, is truly born from a place of pleasure and personal fulfillment.

I am sitting on my throne, and I don’t have to search or try or produce or package my skills, or create a coaching container, or do anything other than be.

Everyone’s most expansive, fulfilling, wealthy, peaceful timeline is here and available and what we experience now.

 

 

 

 

 

Lady smiling in sun and wind


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